Sometimes I wonder about Jesus. I mean after all he was a man. He walked, talked and got hungry just like we do. I notice at times I become frustrated a lot. Before I came to Christ I would blurt out every feeling I had. If I did not like you I would make sure that you knew it. On the flip side if I liked you I made sure you would know but even then I kept you at a distance. I was reading Mark 7:17 where the Disciples question Jesus concerning a parable 7:18 Jesus states " are you so without understanding also? Do you not perceive, that whatsoever thing from without entereth into the man it cannot defile him. 7:20 that which cometh out of the man, that defileth the man. I could go on and on and get many scriptures that shows from my understanding frustration. The words that come to my mind are you are a peculiar people a royal preisthood which leads me to believe that there are going to be times when we are misunderstood. We will become frustrated. I take heed to the secret place in which I commune with my father. In this place I share the most private of thoughts and feelings. In this place I share a sacred romance with God that is not always tears of joy. God wants us to get closer to him and this means every detail of our life even the things we do when we think no one is looking. Like When I am driving and someone cuts me off or does something that they know as a driver they should not be doing. I can not lie sometimes a not so holy word slips out. Praise be to my savior because as soon as it slips out, I ask my father for forgivenss. I confess out of my mouth that I am not perfect but I will acknowledge him in all things. Be prayerful prayer changes things. Get romantic with God become one with his spirit and to become one you have to free yourself of all the worries and fears this world places in your heart long for him and he will come. Sometimes we wait for God but the bible tells us all that are heavy laden come to me. Go to him! I now this may sound easier said than done but remember that through Christ all things are possible.