Wow! It has been a while glory to God in the most high the lord has definitely blessed me and he has let me know that he has not and will not forget me in the midst of all that I am going through. I thank God that he is a God that is faithful to his word. That even though I am going through I can always go to him in prayer. I am thinking about what the lord said to me it was that you will cry many days the Holy ghost will be your comforter in and out if season. This has never been so true! As if I did not cry enough after I got married. As long as I can hold onto Gods unchanging hands I know that I will be alright. I think about Abraham who called the name of a place where he dwelled Jehovah -Jirah(Gen 22:14). The lord is a provider! I need to know that the lord will provide my every need. I am encouraged to lean more on him. I will not falter or be swayed by the wind he is my stronghold in times of trouble. I am learning that those that are closet to you can be the most dangerous to you. Even those in Gods house. The spirit of the Lord will prevail. I pray that when I speak that I am removed and the spirit of the lord is steadfast within me. Amen