When I wept, and chastened my soul with fasting, that was to my reproach.
Psalm69:10

Wow was this not my key verse this week.I had bags under my eyes I wept so much this week. I had to remind my self to eat even though at the end of the night I had hunger pain food was the enemy. I believe that the spirit does not long for the things the flesh does.When your soul is sore and grieved all it longs for the hidden manna. The heavenly food that only the father can prepare for us.The soul longs to be fed by the hand of the father. As I wept this week he held me and wiped the corners of my mouth when I could not.I did not have the strength. Have you ever been so weary and bound that all you can do is close your eyes and weep.The bible tells us weeping my endure for the night but joy comes in the morning. I don't know how long the morning will take in my situation but I know that whether it be morning or day. It is for my correction.

Deu 13:3 Thou shalt not hearken unto the words of that prophet, or that dreamer of dreams: for the LORD your God proveth you, to know whether ye love the LORD your God with all your heart and with all your soul.

I have noticed that a lot of people look for other's approval I am guilty of this at times. What does pastor say, what does my friend think. This is what so and so is wearing so I think that I will wear it too. You will find at most times that so and so could really care less about what you think about them, or there label. Why is it that we want to fit in with the crowd? One could say it is easy to go along with the flow than to go against it. Jesus decided to go against it he moved to his own flow which was the fathers will. In this verse it speak's on the lord God proving us. Meaning no prophet Can give you a prophesy that God will not reveal or manifest in your life. Anything that has happened in my life God revealed first. I may not have unsderstood it fully but God did reveal it. Our God speaks, we need to pray to hear his voice. In the Bible times many people went to others for words from God. Saul went to a medium when the lord stopped talking to him because of his disobedience and out right wickedness towards David. We should go to that quiet place and talk with our God in intimacy, develop a relationship. God proves you to know if you love him with all your heart and soul. This is what our God desires. You must go to God first search the scriptures it is there that you will find truth. In the last days there will be a lot of false prophets and dreamers study to show they self approved. When the enemy attacks you will be prepared with the full armour of God. Amen!